Dainty as Shit

Dying.

Tue, 21 May 2013 09:26:52 -0400

Dying.

Agenda (not that anyone is especially interested)

Tue, 21 May 2013 07:09:00 -0400

Real Breakfast (cinnamon rolls, French Vanilla coffee, pear—although the pear was kinda squishy and not so great :/)
Take meds
Yoga
Speedy trip to Rite Aid
Shower
Put in laundry
Do dishes
Watch the “Fringe” season 2 finale
Fold laundry
Lunch (leftover pizza, which I’m legit excited about)
EDIT: GO TO THERAPY APPOINTMENT. THAT COULD BE HELPFUL.
Clean up room (mostly get all the weird stuff I’ve thrown on the chair back where it’s supposed to be)
Watch “Cabin in the Woods”
At least pretend to do some research/reading for class
Watch “Heathers”
At least pretend to do some research about fall internships
Dinner (gawd knows what, but probably should include some plants)
At 8:30pm, take an Ambien, put on white noise, and lay in bed until I fall asleep

GOOOOOD MORNING WORLD IT IS 6:30AM AND I AM DRINKING COFFEE AND EATING A PEAR WAITING FOR CINNAMON...

Tue, 21 May 2013 06:31:05 -0400

GOOOOOD MORNING WORLD

IT IS 6:30AM AND I AM DRINKING COFFEE AND EATING A PEAR WAITING FOR CINNAMON ROLLS TO COME OUT OF THE OVEN

MY ENTIRE BODY HURTS BUT MY MIND IS SO AWAKE

I AM GONNA DO SO MANY THINGS TODAY SO I CAN FINALLY SLEEP TONIGHT

AW YEAH

I figure at this point, the sunrise will be in about an hour, so I’m not even going to try to...

Tue, 21 May 2013 05:07:22 -0400

I figure at this point, the sunrise will be in about an hour, so I’m not even going to try to sleep.

Maybe I’ll get in some yoga for once. Definitely need to clean my room and do laundry. Catch up on my reading and research for class. Watch the season 2 finale of “Fringe.” Shower and shave off my stubbly areas. Plan out some interning things. Clean out my email inbox. Set more goals that may or may not be accomplished in a 24-hour period. Take an Ambien at 8pm and go the fuck to sleep for fuck’s sake.

I feel like such a poser being awake at 5am writing what are most likely bad song lyrics that I...

Tue, 21 May 2013 04:49:55 -0400

I feel like such a poser being awake at 5am writing what are most likely bad song lyrics that I can’t write any music to.

I am so sweaty.

thetestshot: dapperq: From Harri’s shoot. Photo by LGW for The...

Tue, 21 May 2013 04:48:59 -0400

thetestshot:

dapperq:

From Harri’s shoot. Photo by LGW for The Test Shot.

Discussion about transmasculine style and dressing braver than you feel by The Test Shot on dapperQ here:

http://www.dapperq.com/2013/04/transmasculine-style-dressing-braver-than-you-feel/

I just ordered a mushroom pizza and I am bizarrely excited about this. I just love pizza SO...

Tue, 21 May 2013 00:27:00 -0400

I just ordered a mushroom pizza and I am bizarrely excited about this.

I just love pizza SO MUCH.

Note: Housemates, I have made a note for the delivery person to be very quiet, so Marceline doesn’t lose her shit and stay up all night.

Photo

Mon, 20 May 2013 23:57:33 -0400

My computer ran out of battery, and when I turned it back on,...

Mon, 20 May 2013 23:52:13 -0400

My computer ran out of battery, and when I turned it back on, the date and time were set to this.

I don’t think this computer was even in existence in December of 2007?

May have just freaked the fuck out because I couldn’t delete an annotation from a PDF...

Mon, 20 May 2013 19:32:08 -0400

May have just freaked the fuck out because I couldn’t delete an annotation from a PDF file.

Agghhh

"…Others view sex as not much different from eating a sandwich."

Mon, 20 May 2013 17:37:27 -0400

““…Others view sex as not much different from eating a sandwich.””

- Swartz and Rutter, “Sexual Desire and Gender”

This is in my reading for class.

1. Black and white pictures hide how splotchy/sweaty I am....

Mon, 20 May 2013 16:55:12 -0400

1. Black and white pictures hide how splotchy/sweaty I am. Neat.

2. Methinks I should get a haircut, as this is a little toooo fluffy. Emily’s gonna help me bleach it and dye it pink, but I’m thinking maybe I also want to buzz the back and maybe undercut the light side of my part and trim the front? I just need a lot less hair. Like, I still can’t figure out how I survived when it was long.

hippist: so pretty and dainty

Mon, 20 May 2013 16:46:32 -0400

hippist:

so pretty and dainty

Alternatively, cat bodysuits.

Mon, 20 May 2013 15:48:38 -0400

Alternatively, cat bodysuits.

I’m really hoping I can get some folks to be a part of my...

Mon, 20 May 2013 15:47:00 -0400

I’m really hoping I can get some folks to be a part of my glam band so I can wear glitter bodysuits everywhere.

kagey: suaveperochingona: Some shots from The Bandit Zine from...

Mon, 20 May 2013 15:30:29 -0400

kagey:

suaveperochingona:

Some shots from The Bandit Zine from a while ago. Don’t ask me how the fuck to model because this is what you will end up with.

OMG ALL THISSSSS

I want absolutely all of these clothes. Especially the denim and lace top.

Yes plz!

Mon, 20 May 2013 14:43:29 -0400

Yes plz!

Update: it is 3am and I have just cut down my Facebook friends and followed blogs...

Mon, 20 May 2013 03:01:31 -0400

Update: it is 3am and I have just cut down my Facebook friends and followed blogs significantly.

I’m not obligated to give a shit about anything anyone posts on the internet! So I don’t have to! Yaaaaaaayyyyy

I just realized I spent nearly the entire day on my bed with my computer, except for walking to QD...

Mon, 20 May 2013 01:24:55 -0400

I just realized I spent nearly the entire day on my bed with my computer, except for walking to QD to get candy and cherry coke.

Normally that’s, like, a huge warning sign and means I am in the deep dark depths of depression, but for some reason, it’s just relaxing now. I don’t hate everything. I’m sort of tired and I know I should have done more reading for class today, certainly. But I don’t hate myself for it, I just know that’s something on the to-do list for tomorrow.

This is really fucking cool, is what I’m saying.

I don’t even use OkC anymore, but I’ve been invited...

Mon, 20 May 2013 01:18:00 -0400

I don’t even use OkC anymore, but I’ve been invited to be a moderator for them… I’ll take it—down with the MRAs and other creepy shit and close-ups of really damn ugly tattoos!